Been wondering about different meanings of similar situations. While there are days where introspective wave takes place filling silence with a bunch of thoughts and new self discoveries, there are also others where everything seems flat. And no matter the reason of the expectations, both kind of days are well. There should be enough time for both, each type of situations has something to teach, learning from absence is also a thing. Out there is people telling us about how magnificent this time of insolation has been, all the good things they have learned, all the wonderful time they have spent with themselves. Thus just makes me wonder how deep lack of self-assessment for those people was. The true is, for me, there are days where I feel the motion of being using this time on good way, finding and discovering things about me, pushing out personal limits and that kind of things, but there is a bunch of days, a lot of days, where I just feel flat, trying to survive, trying to get good reasons without any success. And that’s, for me, what the real life is. So then, after all these misaligned thoughts, the only thing to say is that we must try to be ok and feel fine with ourselves, stopping trying to achieve what media is telling us about how to success during this tough time, leaning from our very own reality and keeping in mind that we are living the reality, we were not created to accomplish external standards of excellence. Feeling our own personal motion on the best way we can.

Raw words, unedited, unaligned.